DREAMS

"I have a dream, a song to sing , to help me cope with anything, if u see the wonder of a fairy tale ,you can take the future even if you fail . I believe in angels.Something good in everything I see. I believe in angels.When I know the time is right for me.I'll cross the stream - I have a dream.................".Does this lyric sounds familiar to you? A song sang by Seyfried Amanda, in fact it bis one of my esteemed songs. Have you been dreaming all the time ? Is that a nightmare, being kidnapped or being tortured? Or dream about Mr Derick treat all of us with Starbuck coffee? What I would like to share with all of you is about my dreams recently which I can remember vividly in my mind. Before you begin to read further ,please bear in mind that all my dreams sonud weird and funny.

The Story begin.............
PART 1

The moisture laden clouds swirling in the sky became more and more compact and darker and darker. High above in the sky ,the clouds continue to roll and turn and were churned into tightly-packed , black cotton -wool-like masses that completely blocked out the sun . A loud rumble issued from the innards of the churning clouds and they regurgited most of the water they had received from earth through eveporation. It was an instant downpour in which gigantic drops of water pelted the earth and everything was on it. The instanteneous torrential downpour made me soaked and I want to run as fast as I could to reach the bus station nearby,but I couldn't run and move as I dunow why . Does this imply anything in my daily life?

PART 2

There were about one hundred people lying in the operation room with glass wall just situated near beside a gigantic aquarium with different kinds of fishie swimming here and there.There is only one woman standing in the middle of the surgery room . She was completely bald and her face is heavily made up. She wears a layer of powder on her black face , her eyebrows are thickly drawn and her lips were crimson with a very generous amount of lipstick . She looks hideous. Holding a knife in her hand tightly , she stabbed one of the people who lying on the bed .At the very moment the knife penetrated the person, one of the fish in the aquarium die .And again , she stabed another women , and there is no blood flushing out. Instead ,the other fish die and it was bleeding profusely and then dissapeared . After that, I realized that I am one of the victims too and I am too horified to react. And the next moment, I woke up from dreams with sweats dripping from my forehead.

PART 3
Miss Effa bring all of us to have Applicable Maths lessons in 1 Utama

PART 4
This is indeed a very special dream that I had never had before.In fact, I have the same dreams three times. I was lying on my bed (in my own room at home) ,I saw a very powerful light shining on top on my ceiling and it was so beautiful,so alluring and I tried to reached it but I can't. I have no idea why I have the same dreams for three times .

Dreams are very special and it is a natural phenomena.

MOVIE FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah Beng, a nice,handsome, attractive and cute guy that I had ever met recently bring me to watch movie almost every night at GSC in 1 Utama. Can you believe me or not we had watch more than ten movies in just a few weeks in cinema !!! Both of us are too addicted in watching movie late at night till we are afraid of missing any one of them. Ranging from cartoon movie like Tales Of Desperateux to horror movie like The Unborn ,we had watch it all, others are like Love Matters (that I watch twice), 12 Rounds, Confessions Of A Shopaholic, Knowing , The Readers (Oscar winning Movie) , Hotel For Dogs, The International ( A boring movie that bring me into my dreamworld) , Watchmen (Ah Beng's Favourite Movie) , Dragonball Evolution (the most lousy movie ), Race to Witch Mountain , Slumdog Millionaire , Taken (The most amazing movie) and comming soon our next target is Shinjuku Incident directed by Derek Yee that we are going to watch tonoght.

"Taken " is the movie that I strongly recommended to each and everyone of you ,if you miss it I believe that you will regret for the rest of your life. This movie is about

Bryan (Liam Neeson), a former secret agent living in the US, reluctantly lets his 17-year-old daughter Kim (Maggie Grace, "Lost") go on holiday to Paris with a friend. Upon arrival in Paris, the two girls meet a seemingly nice young man who turns out to be a member of an Albanian crime syndicate, promptly kidnapping and forcing them into prostitution. Bryan must rely on his old skills in order to rescue his daughter from the slave trade. What I am interested in this movie is the content of the movie ,how a father willing to sacrifice anything including job, time ,and even life just to make sure her daughther is safe and happy. Nevertheless, I had seen the dark side of the evil part of the world and agreed with the idiom "Money is the root of Evil". How could the crime syndicate kidnapped others' daughter to turn them into prostitude and even give them drug as a "reward" after doing their job to fullfill guys sexual desire and they called this as a kind of business. So girls , remember we cannot judge a book by its cover, a good looking and polite guy doens't mean they can be trusted, just like the country "Paris", a beautiful and lovely country , but do you know that how many innocent teenage girls had been kidnapped and forced to become sex slave for the rest of their life?!!

As a whole, watching movies in cinema bring lots of benefit to me ,it can trigger my thoughts ,my emotions and even affect the way I think about life. So guys, have fun watching movie!!!!!!

AOTEROA

Aoteroa means NEW ZEALAND (NZ) in Maori language. New Zealand is a traveller 's paradise ,with breathtaking snow-caped ,beautiful white sandy subtropical beaches , thermal geysers, bustling cosmopolitan cities and remote rural areas of unsurpassed beauty .Combine this with friendly people ,New Zealand is such a perfect place to live in and study. Apart from this , New Zealand is not make up of two islands ,but instead is three, the North island, the south island and the Stewart Island near Antartica, and this is where the explorer who want to go Antartica will stop there and get their food supply and anything that they need before exploring the magestic glaceries ,iceberg and wildlife .

Last Friday, Eliza ,Franky ,Sabri ,Hazman and I went to SELSET NEW ZEALAND CENTRE near SS15/7 ,Subang Jaya to meet Madam Carol Tham who is going to explain to us about the application to University of Auckland and University of Wellington and the entry requirements too. After the talk, OMG!!!!! the passing mark to enter University Of Auckland is 94% and besides we are required to do a portfolio which consists 30% of the mark!! How am I going to do that, with all the assignments of every subjects , homework, topic tests ,oral tests, documentary piling day by day, I need four to six hours to complete a drawing in great details . STRESS is always there in my entire life (I believe ) , it always haunt me and it may bring both positive and negative effects. I still can't handle stress in an appropriate way and I really want to study in a more relax way.

Whatever it is ,I still have to gone through that kind of life. But I am very happy to have such a wonderful friends here,especially my roomates, Shun Ling (tai ka ze) leng lui ,who always wake me up early in the morning and became my efficient alarm clock,Siew Wern my classmates and roomates ,best friend too, and last but not least Hooi Ying and we called her "Gui Fu" who was a very stable lady. Besides , a guy named Wxx Sxxng like to tesae everybody in the whole college in a very creative and funny way . I hope that we will always keep in touch in the future especially my love one.

LIFE

Life
It is miracle that when a sperm fertilize with an ovum in the Fallopian tube , repeated mitotic division occurs to produce a solid ball of cell called morula , further mitosis converted this into a hollow ball of cell called blastocyst that embeds itself in the thickened wall of the uterus, the blastocyst will soon become an embryo, foetus and being born as a baby. How miracle it is the way I was created , so as you.


When I was a child , I lived a carefree life and being able to play hide and seek with my brothers ,sisters ,cousins and even friends ,chasing each other down the field happily ,no worries ,no stress and in fact there is nothing that bothers my mind. However, when I reached puberty ,pressure, tension ,worries ,suddenly streaming down my head , especially during my secondary school life. The only thing that I really yearn for is FREEDOM as I am under 24hours control of my parents , I am not allowed to go out with my friends and even if I got the green light from my parents they would track me down and following me as the headlines of the news like “Two girls being raped “, “A teenage girl being robbed”, “MURDER” reminds my parents to be aware of the people beyond my house that might put my life into danger. The worst thing is that I am not allowed to own my cell phone ,and even can’t attend my friend’s birthday parties.


My life routine in my school life is monotonous and almost did the same thing every day , going to school every morning ,attending co -curricular activities every evening, followed by having tuition classes EVERY SINGLE DAY (9 tuition classes in a WEEK! Can you imagine that?) and I had my dinner at 11pm after coming back from tuition centre which is kind of bored and make me tedious .This is when the stress start to haunt me when I was in Form 2.With all my time spend on studying, on duty in the libraries , attending all sorts of seminars and camps , I had no time to hang out with my friends and even if I do I had to beg from my parents to let me out. I argued with my parents in order to let me out, however it always doesn’t work and it ends up that I would bang the door as hard as I could and threw the trophies that I received and cried with my blankets covering me. I yearn for freedom but I failed to get it and I give up after lots of attempts negotiating with my parents because I am tired with negotiating so I tried a different way, a more different way, one day ,I skipped tuition classes and decided to hang out with my friends ,but unfortunately being caught by my daddy in the same shopping complex that we went! Why so unlucky? And what’s more I am being scolded by my dad and fetch me back to continue my tuition lessons. He advised me that I should concentrate in my study and lecture me for two hours till 3am .After the lecture , I realize that my parents love me so much that they become over-protective on me, and from that days onwards I continued my routine and study hard. I believe that without them , I will not be studying in KBU international college taking the AUSMAT course. I really appreciate what they did for me and I love them very much too.

Bowling For Columbine

Walking down the stair with my mind full of catastrophic and shocking massarce scenes and the song of Louis Armstrong-"What A Wonderful World" that make me think of the EVIL sides of the world, this is what stay vivid in my mind after watching the documentary"Bowling For Columbine" in LT6. My tears dripping down drop by drop without my notice while I am watching the scene which U.S attacked other countries and millions of innocent people being killed in just a few seconds;30,000 Nicaraguans die in a war (1981), 4 million people in Southeast Asia killed by America military (1963-1975),American planes bomb Iraq on a WEEKLY basis,500,000 Iraqi children die from bombing and sanctions. Just by looking at the statistics given is already enough to show how evil ,ferocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, inhumane, hellish some "PARTIES " are. They kill people like killing mosquitoes. Hey presto! How could they kill human on weekly basis?!!!!!! Did you hear that WEEKLY! How pathetic they are. Is money , status , power more important than human precious life? Why couldnt they negotiate with each other just like the Canadians did? Maybe , for them , weapons are the most powerful thing to defend their country in order to stay at "NO 1" in the world. FOR WHAT ? Is that worthwhile to take MILLIONS of people life , in return to get something they yearn for? How could they take other people's life so simply ?!!!!!! Did they really know what the feeling is when you lost your loved one?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Premarital Sex

I have been thinking of what should I write for this week's study log for hours , and finally I choose to write about the difficulties that I had encountered when my group members and I film for our documentary about "Premarital Sex" .We choose this topic because it is interesting and all of us espacially teenagers are curious of having "copulation" (quoted from Mr Derick) before marry. So, are u against or agree with premarital sex? Or are you already have sex with your partner?

Without any further ado, so let me tell you the reaction and response of the interviewee. First, Beng, hazman , Sabri and me went to 1 Utama to find our targeted people . I finally realize how difficult and how desperate it is to find someone who are willing to give their own opinions about this sensitive topic.Remember, "you can't judge a book by its cover " and this is one of the values that I had learned while making this documentary. I had made a terrible mistake in the way I interview people, for inatance in my first attempt of interviewing an elderly man ,in his 80's with wrinkles all aroung his face , I encountered him and introduce myself and mention the topic that we want to interview him; as I opened my mouth and said is about premarital sex , he answered ," I am too old to answer this question." What ? This is so ridiculous and what's wrong for an elderly people to give some opinion about this topic as we need senior citizens' perceptions.However , I respect his right to reject , so I just smiled at him and left. Nevertheless, I found teenegers are more easy to handle as most of them are willing to share with us .It really take us aboutfive hours just to interview a few of them and I admitted some of them are quite hard to handle, now only that I realized how tidious a reporter is.


After interviewing the public, I found some of the assessment that they gave really amazed me, surprise me, annoyed me and satisfied with the answer. Besides , one of the advantages of doing this documentory project is that I had learned to use the video -cam (Hazman - the rich guy provided video -cam )in the most effective way, it is really challenging of how to get the best shot in different angles that are able to give you different sensation when you view it , and I adore Sabri who really had the talent in doing it.

I believe that each and everyone of you also enjoyed making documentary ? As for me , I had learn many things in carrying out this project because I din't do any documentory in my previous school life.


The most interesting part of the documentory is that we ..........................................................
Coming SOON on MARCH....

Happy Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is just around the corner,do you celebrate Valentine's with your love ones? Or you will just celebrate it as an ordinary day? In the West,it is the traditional day which lovers express their love with each other by sending greeting cards, chocolates, flowers, or offering confectionery. This special day originates from the story of Saint Valentine, who upon rejections by his mistress was so heartbroken that he took a knife to his chest and send her his still-beating heart as a token of his undying heart for her. Someone even commit suicide because of love as LOVE IS BLIND.

Do you ever wonder how people from other countries celebrate Valentine's Day? In Denmark and Norway, Valentine's Day is known as Valentinsdag . A lot of people celebrate this special day by having a romantic dinner with their love ones or sending roses and cards for their beloved. In Finland, Valentine's Day is called 'Friend's Day' ,as the name indicates, this day is more about remembering your friends rather than loved ones.In Slovenia, a proverb says that 'St Valentine brings the key of roots' so on 14th February , the plants and flowers start to grow. It is also said that birds propose to each other and married on that day (ridiculous). Valentine's Day is called Sevgililer Gunu in Turkey, which translates into 'Sweethearts' Day '.

Valentine's Day seemed to be romantic and lovely, why not make it a bit lively and funny.

Here are some of the jokes about husbands and wives that will make you enjot thoroughly.

Her husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months yet she stayed by his bedside every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer. As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business
fell, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you gave me support. When my health started failing, you were still by my side. When I think about it now. ....I think you bring me bad luck!"

Boring husband: Honey, why are you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?
Bored wife: Because I married the wrong man!


A couple came upon a wishing well. The wife leaned over, made a wish and threw in a penny. The husband decided to make a wish, too But he leaned over too much, fell into the well, and drowned. The wife was stunned for a moment but then smiled, "It really works!"

A successful man is one who makes more money
than his wife can spend.A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

When a newly married couple smiles, everyone knows why.When a ten-year married couple smiles, everyone wonders why.


Why government does not allow a Man to Marry 2 Women. Because per Constitution, you can NOT PUNISH TWICE for the same Mistake.

I miss you terribly this day of love,

Miss you with a wound that stabs and aches.

I see the love around me, and it takes

So much strength simply just to move.

Soon, soon, my love, this waiting will be done.

You and I will have what we desire.

On days like this we'll sit beside the fire,

Undoing all the pain of days long gone.

As for me, we must appreciate every moment we have with our loved ones especially our parents because of them, we are born to this world , because of them , we know what is love , and without them I won't be sitting here writing this blog.