MASK

It have been so long that I din't update my blog,I am sorry for that.Actually I have many things to tell but I choose to write in my own diary as I am one of those who like to keep all the feeling to oneselve. Everyday I am wearing a mask to school , a mask that can hide all my real feelings inside, a mask that deceive everybody , a mask that I am not comfortable wearing , a mask that control my real emotions , a mask that help me cover up things , a mask that haunt me , a mask that prevent me from voicing up what I wish to do , a mask that stop me from gaining my own right . Sometimes I felt so tedious , frustrated , exhausted of wearing that mask and it seems that I have been controled, in fact I don't want to be controlled by anybody.I just wish that one day I will become myself again .I want to be me again . I want to come back to live !!!